2016 year 6 month , Junior , Finish the last subject , Silently watching the group of senior left one by one , Think about it , When I graduate next year , I will lose everything you have , College people , Maybe not in my life —— Zhiyuan is a child who is far away from his hometown and studies in other provinces . however , I didn't think of it , What I lost , It's not just that group , Almost everything ....

17 year 1 month , Because I can't stand the haze in Beijing ( It's a secondary cause ), Run away from the internship company , Very reluctant , just , I feel like I have a lot to do , A lot of dreams to achieve , after all , Look at the people around you , Went to meituan , Take it 15k Monthly salary of , It's a little unbalanced , I don't think he's very good , I work hard 10k It should be ok ?



   Back to school , For a few days , The guy who's been pouring poison and chicken soup all day is still not in a hurry to find a job : There will always be times , And then keep playing , The one who shouted to eat spicy hot pot every day , I don't remember eating this year , ha-ha , The toilet still blows up once in a while , Um. , I feel familiar with everything , just , I'm a little sad , After all, I have to change a group of people I don't know . After the test , Finally, I can go back to Guangdong , It's been a year , I'm so happy , What's more , For the girl who has not expressed her love for several years , I never thought I could say good night to a girl every day , Second back , however , To her , I did it .1 Guangzhou in June , Not hot, not cold , The air is fresh , Compared with Beijing , The soil in Tianjin is much better. , just , I was rejected , Boyfriend or boyfriend , Spare wheel or spare wheel , I haven't thought about giving up , until ...


   During the Spring Festival , Put your own website <http://www.wenzhihuai.com>
Sort it out , Have a look JVM And concurrency , Occasionally brush the questions of niuke.com , I don't think I have much problem , Go with your classmates , To Shenzhen , I don't have a ma Huateng , Ma Yun's dream , But I think , Make something , at least , Not a mediocre person . How many , First interview , I know it 's training and outsourcing , Spring move hasn't started yet , More preparation , Go to Shenzhen library when you have time , Find a place , Review quietly , That will , I feel like I can go to a big company , Make distributed , Big data and so on ~




Tired interview process


  2 Resume slowly at the end of the month , Run the job fair , There are too few recruiters in Shenzhen , Then go to Guangzhou , University Town , therefore , I started to go back and forth in Guangzhou and Shenzhen for two days a week . Some companies will take a written test in Guangzhou , One run at a time , I have to run on both sides , Every time I look at the toll , I really can't afford it , But there's hope . Under optimism , What's coming is a heavy blow .

  ** Digital , A promising company , It's an old brand in Guangzhou , The interviewer didn't bring enough papers for the written examination , Just take big data , It's over , When I was interviewed union and union
all The difference between , The answer is wrong , also left join and right join Principle of , A face of confusion , After that, I went to Baidu to search , Where does this come from ?

   And then an enterprise built a station , The written test is over , The interviewer asked the question and left me without saying anything , forehead , I don't seem to have introduced myself .

   I want to go back to Beijing , I went to Beijing for a share ,A Wheel company , a monthly salary 10k, It's over , I think I'm good at it , But he refused , Because when I think of it, it's full of haze .


   It is OK , Next , A game company , Written test , It's over , And I was asked flume Processing mechanism of network disconnection during collection ,MD5 and RSA principle ,Angulajs and Vuejs No use , How to store tens of millions of data ? forehead , Just like you think , I'll answer it together , And then I hung up , The interviewer told me , If you had come three months earlier, you would have , I'm nervous , Are all the students in Guangdong so strong ?


   I haven't questioned my technology at this time , Went to a small company in Shenzhen , Financial ,HR Ask me if I have been trained , Suddenly my heart began to be bitter , The University spends so much time studying that it is actually used by others to compare with the people in training institutions , A logical question in English from nowhere , After that, I will take the written test on the computer , I can't do it. I can't see the interviewer , I began to feel that the company was a little bit .... It's still gone. It's gone .


   Suddenly I feel despair in the interview , Is it your problem ? Is it my own technology ? Start to doubt yourself , I feel the same , already 3 At the end of the month , After all, others are doing internships , And I've left 3 Months out of work , But those problems are not a little out of line , At first, I started to have a mental explosion. How can I ask these questions to the new students , Shouldn't it be the foundation ? Algorithm or something , And then there was no choice , Start searching the Internet for different technologies .


   And other interviews ... Some wages are not high (6K Less than ), Some of the interview questions are all answered correctly because if you want to do big data, you are not required , Some talk happily but have no news , Some say java But a written test java None of the questions are all front-end , Some Internet companies are outsourcing companies ....

  4 At the beginning of the month, I was really desperate , Don't want to talk to others , Isn't it funny , One from Beijing B+ Round's company returns to Guangdong , Interview near 15 individual , I can only get it 2 individual offer, One of them is outsourcing , I don't know what to say .13 We're going to take graduation photos , Didn't go back , Four years of University , After all, there's not much communication between the circles , No friendship , As expected , The whole profession is 2/3 People went to take graduation photos .4 month 23 Number , Shenzhen station of lagoon , Dream of market , With a little hope , To vote 5 individual , As a result, there was no interview invitation , In exchange for despair , dark ....

feeling , We graduated


  5 Back to school at the beginning of the month , Back to school, too , Run to the library every day , For an interview , Too many graduation projects . At leisure , Always think of the person I like , How are you doing , Wechat on , It's like if I'm blocked or deleted ? Three months of interviews , I really don't know how to deal with it , I don't know how to talk to her , So it's slowly isolated , This relationship , Maybe only I know how much I feel , Only myself sb A little bit of care . I remember the last time I talked to her 4 Mid month , Or she asked a question, and she didn't ask anything else , We didn't care about each other before . Delete it delete it , I didn't say goodbye , One sentence “ blessing ” Didn't say .

  5 Two happy things happened at the end of the month , My tutor asked me if I would like to comment on excellent papers , I don't really want to toss , No , My tutor still advised me , Just write a 3 Page summary , Comments can be kept in the library . The other thing is that treasure net called to say I had a visit , When do you meet twice , Oh, my God ,3 Month side ,5 Notice at the end of the month , I want to scold , But I'm really happy , Light in the dark , Tear rush .... About it 6 month 15 Interview No .

  6 Start your own countdown at the beginning of the month , Please have dinner with my only girl , Finish the defense , And then there's the excellent paper ,13 I handed it in on the afternoon of , Back to dormitory , Empty , Bear not to be sad again , Pack things up again , Then knock on every dorm , a farewell , A man dragging a suitcase , Um. , I want to calm down .


   It's been a long time , I thought I was ready ,15 Number , Shenzhen , Treasure net , Asked : Is there any JVM Tuning experience
?ZK How consistency is maintained ? Have you ever written ELK Index experience ? Talk about you dubbo Understanding of ... afterwards , I know I haven't . The state of mind really exploded , Playing games all night for two days . At the end of the month , Excellent papers have not been evaluated , No thought of make complaints about Tucao. , It's just oh ,6 month , It's the end of my spring move , Declare to outsource , At the same time, it declared that all these efforts of our university were in vain , Run with the guy who plays games every day .


996 Work of


   At the beginning of July , I asked the students who had joined the new year , Talk to people about the interview questions , Only thread pool ,JVM Recovery algorithm , They didn't use it , I have no choice , Why am I asked , It's all Angularjs,MD5 encryption algorithm ,ZK The problem of consistency principle .....

   No environment , Create it by yourself , Change your website when you have time after work http://www.wenzhihuai.com <http://www.wenzhihuai.com>
,GitHub There are 154 individual star 了 , I think it's also a small work , Put the common Java Technology stack (RabbitMQ,MongoDB etc. ) Add it , Although there is no use scenario , But work hard , High concurrency after all , High availability is my dream . this year GitHub Own submissions .





   Determined to stay , Learning and learning , Specialized research on product business technology of the company ,7,8 The month is very happy , Not much overtime , Although I stayed in the company to study after work , Although the company's products are not so good , But there is something to learn , subsequently , What I didn't expect was , The company should implement 996,,,9 Month to 12 month , Every day bug, Development module , Write business , It's all about adding, deleting, modifying and checking , Not involved redis,rabbitmq, It's really just for use Hibernate,spring, And make things , To use JDK6 To run , You can see it today sun Class of . The state of every day is to be tired , Our group is not the worst , Next door project team , Twice a week overnight ,9 Monthly arrival 10 It's all the same , National day overtime , Every time I pass by their group , I think I'm happy . I hate the behavior of not treating employees as people , Some colleagues tease , Next year, we're going to be here , Do you want to leave 2/3 People of ? The price of crazy overtime is at the expense of enthusiasm , I asked people who stay up twice a week , Knock code , Do you like this job as a programmer ? dislike !!! Once or twice , I'm so tired , I feel like I can't do it , Want to leave , however , Is there a company that wants me ? Is there any company that doesn't ask those wonderful questions ?


   Double Eleven , Flowers 500 Bought ten more books , God's book , The Bible of Computer Science , But up to now, I haven't read all of them , I didn't even do that , Every day after work 9 It's half past three , Boiling water , take a shower , wash clothes , near 11 It's on , On the bed , Read books and watch live quail , Just a few pages an hour ,996 I'm really tired , I can't read . After months of overtime , Feel that their technology growth is negative , I've been sick a few times , Meet me , I feel a lot older , Not at heart , But there's no way .




lonely


   Zhujiang New Town , It's beautiful all the year round , Tonight, it's the countdown of ten thousand people ? It's been a long time since I went out with someone else . This year, it looks like I have autism ? It's all about pornography . Looking for someone to go out , But cell phones don't have the kind of friends they've had for years , None of the college students are here , Ha ha ha , People say social software brings people closer , How can I find out that I don't have a good friend of my own , Crying and laughing ing. Maybe I'm not good at keeping in touch with others , This one needs to be changed , Must change !!!
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Close look :




Digression :
Sometimes , Encounter a problem , Feel like you're not a God , There's no need to hold back , I began to vent my emotions , Like crazy games , It's the only way .
The most I heard this year , you are really something , How are you == I feel the same , unfortunately , It will take a lot of time to be delayed by the business ..
《 enterprise IT The way of structural transformation 》 It's the best Architecture Book of the year , No one .

expect


   Think of junior high school , The teacher asked me to write my English composition on the blackboard , It's like a letter , Describe what's going on here ? In the end, I'd like to add a paragraph at the end of the article to persuade others not to be sad and to be brilliant . I also think of an old story 事,二战以后,德国满目疮痍,他们处在这样一个凄惨的境地,还能想到在桌上摆设一些花,就一定能在废墟上重建家园.我所看到的是即使在再黑暗的状态下,要永远抱着希望.明年要更加努力的学习,而不是工作,是该挽留一些人了,多运动.说了那么多,其实,我只希望自己的运气不要再差了,再差就没法活了.人在遇到不顺的时候,往往最难过的一关便是自己.哈哈哈,只能学我那个同学给自己灌毒鸡汤了.加油加油↖(^ω^)↗